Argh!! i hate those dumb hackers and those pple hu create worms and viruses...screwed up mi com until it went bonkers lar!! Couldn't even start windows and i had to reformat the entire hard disk at sim lim square...I lost mi entire collection of mps lar!! argh...luckily i managed to copy mi photos and videos onto an external hard disk b4 it died..The only gd thing from all this was tt mi computer was repaired, wif anti-virus and anti spyware and microsoft xp and win xp professional wif service pack 2 was only installed for only $30 dollars!! haha unbelievable man!! Come look for mi and i'll recommend the shop to u..

And the main highlight of the week was the meeting i had wif zixu and binh. We were supposed to meet in sch at 10am but somehow, because of mi and zixu hu were late, we only managed to play at 11am..B4 we started, i saw mr lee and he joined in. Mr lee played quite well lar...and he din even run much. And he relly looks like a huge chimpanzee playing badminton i tell u!!

I guess it has to be his height and the length of his arms lar!! I have a strange feeling tt it's about the same length as mi legs...argh..so his smashes were very acute and juz by stretching he could almost reach all the shots lar...So he paired up wif the shortest binh, while mi and zixu paired up. I was hitting all sorts of net shots...and so happened tt i hit a superb netshot from the left end of mi court to the right end of their court..i was juz marvelling at mi superb shot lar...when i saw mr lee tt monkey stretch fully but i was reluctant to stop marvelling at mi shot..and juz when he was about to save tt impossible shot from mi.......

*zzzzzzzzzzzzt* guess wad?? His pants split lar!! argh...was laughing and laughing and laughing...argh..so farni..and he still gave such a toothy grin..luckily he had extra pants..We soon stopped playing due to fatigue and had lunch in sch. And guess wad? i met 2 youths frrom mi church..they're j1s currently studying in nj! shiok man!!

Left for mi hse after lunch and i got to say...i had to spend like 2 hours the nite before packing mi room coz it's too junky lar...okok..so well, they visited mi room and of course bathed...I can't stand sticky pple in mi room! Showed them all mi photos including those from rv and irritating zixu juz can't stop commenting bout our extremely short shorts lar...Binh cooked her vietnamese springrolls and i gotta admit tt they were relly quite nice man..after tt we went back to mi room and we played monopoly for like 2 hours plus?

And after tt we went to westmall for dinner because we wanted to go to swensen's for their 3-on-3 march madness where sundaes only costs $3.45 wif service charge and gst..Being kiasu, we all ordered the most expensive since it was the best deal for money. Mi and zx got banana split while binh got herself a firehouse birthday sundae..we enjoyed it initially but towards the end, got sick of it and was practically gorging ourselves so as not to waste our $$...Called for the bill after we finished and we saw $23.80..

Feeling confident tt it was a silly typo, mi and zx clarified wif the waitress until she told us tt the sundae deal was only from 3pm to 5.30pm...argh!! feel so paiseh so juz paid up lar..I bet the waitress was laughing all the way to the cashier's and i also bet tt she told everyone because after tt, i somehow got the feeling tt all the staff there were giving us the wierd look...feeing extremely cheated by the extremely tiny fine print ( mind u, i'm well-known for mi eagle eyes and yeti still failed to see it ), mi and zixu gobbled down all the water tt they give..it's so ex lor!! argh! And i swear tt the waitress at the entrance had a twinkle in her eye when she told us to COME BACK AGAIN.

NO WAY am i going back there for a year man!! Cheaters!! And so i felt the same heart pain again...It was the same feeling when i had a plate of lousy pasta at nydc for $16 lor..argh...

To shaoz: Yar, it's sad to make ur family members sad, but well, if u're a believer, u'll be going over to heaven and if ur family members are believers too, they'll be joining u in heaven soon!! So it's quite a joyous occasion actually, one where we would not haf to suffer or die again.

To cck: I agree tt most are not afraid of wad is to come. But wad if there IS life after death? Will u be missing out on tt eternal life if there happens to be one? If u choose to believe that there is eternal life and believe in christ, ur life would be changed and u would lead a very fulfilling life. So much so that, even if there is no life after death, i am sure u will not regret living the life tt u had. But if u choose not to believe, and there is eternal life, u'll be missing out on that...so well...haha i chose to believe

To paula and pearleen: Juz wanna encourage the both of u to continue to do ur qt regularly and always trust in Jesus Christ our saviour. See you guys in heaven.

I juz came back from jurong west, where i attended the funeral of alvin's (Mi cell group member's) grandmother. It was held in the void decks and it was a christian funeral. It's been extremely long since i last attended a funeral and it's mi first time at a christian one too. His grandmother has been a christian for over 39 years and even though she was very sick, she nv fails to attend the church services. Such faith...

6 months ago, alvin's grandma was diagnosed wif brain tumour during a visit to the hospital because of some problems wif a health supplement. Medical tests showed tt she was suffering from brain tumour and tt it was spreading. Soon, she became so weak tt she cannot walk and had to be wheeled around. And yesterday she passed away peacefully...

Death is on us all and it is unescapable. I feel so fearful, not of death but of the fact tt mi family is still unsaved. For believers, death is juz like a door to another world, into a world without tears, pain or sin. It's a world of joy and love and to be reunited wif God, our Father. But for pre-believers, death is a door to hell, the place of eternal loneliness and suffering. I never ever want mi family and friends to be in tt place...

I guess the funeral is a wakeup call to mi from God. To tell mi that time is running out, and to tell mi grandparents about the gospel of Jesus Christ. I bet many of u are puzzled. How come i am so on fire and always sharing wif mi frens but not wif mi family and grandparents? I guess it's a little awkward and i always dunnoe how to go about sharing it but i haf no choice anymore. For the sake of their destiny, i got to have faith and juz do it.

For both pre-believers and believers, i hope tt u guys will treasure the pple around u esp ur family members. There's not much time left.

hmmm...i dun mean this as an offense to anyone..but then sometimes i juz find tt humans are wierd creatures.Do things although they knoe tt it is bad and it wun help in any way. Trying to spite the other party when all they want is attention from the other party. Portraying hatred when all they want is to love and to be loved. And in the end, the other party loses it totally and all hope is lost,literally. I guess humans are indeed wierd. If u feel tt this paragraph is refering to u, then it is. But i miself used to be like that too, tt's y i can relate so well.

So updates for the week! A really enriching 3 days i must admit. On thursday, i volunteered to help out mi fren wif the New Life Kidz Camp. The camp theme was responsibility. Initially, it was extremely difficult to engage the kids in a conversation. But we did find out more bout them and their character thru the activities and the games and soon, they warmed up to us and we all had so much fun together!! The girls from mi group are relly cute and adorable man!! The boys were also veh cute, but most of them were quite un-interested initially until the games began. That's when they became super enthusiastic and volunteered for everything.

hmmm..in mi group, there is cavan, gloria, hui yu, joy, shao lun, zheng yu and edward. Edward was the problem kid. He did not want to participate in anything and was only interested in playing wif his rubber balloon. It was only after the break, when he ate 7 hotdog buns tt he started to have more vitality. Real cute. I relly enjoy working wif kids man...seeing them having sooo much fun!! I tynk i'm gonna serve in the sunbeam church soon..i relly love kids!!

On friday, i met up wif yy and family to play badminton. I guess mi netplay relly improved alot! Had lunch wif them and had to thank her mum for the wonderful hospitality. She treated mi to a meal of dim sum in a high tech dim sum restaurant in junction 8. Following tt i rushed down to play the match wif mi church team, Aflame, against heng hua methodist church's team. The game went well wif us winning 3-0. Unfortunately, i sprained mi ankle in the first half, but continued to play and i scored the 2nd goal of the game when i was moved to the central midfield position.

So unbelievable, a ball was crossed in and 2 big, tall guys were giaping mi in the middle lar. Unfazed and undaunted, i stuck out mi foot to volley the ball in first time and the keeper had absolutely no chance man...tt's the highlight of the day man!! Mi first goal in a field match!! woooohoooo!!

And on sat, i woke up at 7am *grumbles* to help New Life out again. This time, they organised a 3 on 3 basketball tournament for the youths tt stay arouund bukit panjang. There were 16 teams and i was the one hu keeps scores during the game. It went well although there was a team hu contested mi scores. Rushed off straightaway to help out wif some furniture moving and painting. A church fren has left for the mission field wif his wife and 2 sons. So his parents moved into his house and mi and 2 other guys basically haf to move the cupboards and boxes to his house. It's gd training for ns man because before long, i was already aching everywhere...haha

The volunteers at beyond social services had a mini gathering yesterday and as usual...i was late...It's great to see everyone and i realised tt i'm the youngest one around, wif the next youngest probably being in the late 30s and it was all thanks to the hwachongians hu organised some camp for the p5 and p6 kids at their sch..

I was talking to a lady bout mi a level grades, when another lady passed some sandwiches around..Being distracted i juz grabbed it and only realised tt it contained butter, cheese and ham when it was all too late..Was seriously bothered by it and it certainly wun look good if i put it back since it will be unhygienic..so after a few mins of contemplation. i decided to make some excuse to go to the kitchen and secretly tossed it into the dustbin..hai..i still can't overcome mi distaste for such lousy food...

And i feel tt the kids' life over there has inevitably been intertwined with mine..slowly. i'm beginning to understand the children's predicament, instead of juz helping them wif their homework. Most of them are relly quite pitiful. There's a pri 2 girl, who apparently had 2 older brothers aborted by their mum coz 1 of them was due in the year of the snake and the other i'm not sure..I dunnoe how tt sounded to u guys, but to mi, mi heart juz broke. 2 children aborted juz because of astrology...mi heart juz broke...And she's leaving alone wif her ma...

Another boy, he's 14, yet not attending sch. Initially he can't read, but now he is much better already...and he's got a hole in his heart. I heard tt he's going for surgery on the april 15...and i'm actually quite worried for him lar..i guess it's the bonds tt were formed over the many english lessons i had wif him...well..i guess i will relly miss these guys when i go to the ns man..

u guys will never ever believe wad i did juz now at fiona's house man...i actually buffed mi nails while watching tv!! haha now all the nails on mi right hand are smooth and shiny!! it's relly quite fun man..now i knoe y yue yiao likes to sit in front of the computer to chat while buffing her nails...hahaha..they feel smooth man!! wow!! haha oh man..i'm becoming gay..

Anywae i tynk i had real fun todae when mi agnes fiona and norman went out...we were the 4 muskerteers during our rv days and it's great tt we still spend time quite regularly together. We celebrated norman's extremely belated bdae. Walked around aimlessly before deciding to go to swensens for ice cream! It's quite cheap relly, i had a banana split for $3.45 including 5% gst and 10% service charge. Talked for quite long and then started to take pictures using mi digital camera.

Come to tynk of it, in our 7 years of frenship, we took very few photos together. So i guess, the photos i have are really priceless man...After dinner, we went off to fiona's place. I managed to browse through the lexus GS300 brochure and i must confess, tt car is relly pretty man...but the price is pretty too, going for 170 thousand wif coe...And yaya, u can forget about ur lexus sc430 man...tt costs a stunning figure of 298 thousand. Well, but i guess you can continue dreaming bout tt..

Played monopoly wif norman fiona and lynna(fiona's younger sis, hu happened to be the same height as mi). Been a long time since i played and soon, i did not disappoint mi loyal genius fans. Soon, i was one of the most successful and having the most property...tt is until fiona did a very stupid thing by giving norman all her property since she was going to be broke...Well, i guess during the game, i gave all of them too many chances, norman included man...But well, even though i lost, i was quite happy...coz at least i gave the others a chance to fight and compete against the genius...hahaha

So well, to mi loyal genius fans, dun worry k? ALthough i enjoy buffing mi nails, i wun turn gay...haha

Todae was a day tt i wun forget in awhile...Went to the faculty of dentistry wif peiyuan at nuh for our unofficial attachment. We were sorta uninvited...haha but well, we sorta knew all the rules and stuff...so we brought our own locks, and took our gowns frrom the cupboard and proceeded as if we were on a real attachment...

Nobody suspected anything and quite surprisingly...most of the students tt we met there recognised us!! or rather...recognised mi..then she re-introduced herself..wahaha...see? wad did i tell u guys bout mi endearing smile?? haha i guess it's mi striking features man..like the acne on mi face, and the hole in mi mouth...haha and not to forget the little mole...

So, we observed all the students and i noticed a really really fierce prof...he's the chief dental officer btw and used to be the dean...so well...he's super fierce and guess wad? the students told mi tt he toned down alot because in the past, he would scream at students to get out..even in front of their own patients...luckily..i heard tt he's retiring next year...hahaha...

So after lunch, we headed to clinic one which was where the orthodontists and dental officers were. The dental officers are basically graduates who are serving their bond...and of course, mi gd fren, Dr Ong, hu also happens to be a former classmate of mi current orthodontist..haha and the first attachment tt i had, Dr Ong was relly helpful and nice to mi and peiyuan so well...it relly was nice to see him again..

Not to forget his nurse, nurse Pollina, who was also relly very farni...we always joke wif each other etc..haha and well...even the mother of a patient recognised mi!! See? I did not boast when i said tt i had a pleasant personality rite?? haha okok..actually i left out many details of wad happened but tt's about it...

Recently i juz felt very burned out..from planning too many events and getting involved in too many commitments...to pple of s08..if u reading this..i hope u guys can help to plan more class outings k?? plan wif zixu...and relly thank pple like zixu booncheng and sengkiat hus been actively organising stuff these few days..relly thank u guys..i tynk i relly need a break after stressing miself out too much...

todae is the best day i ever had in an extremely extremely long while!! i juz feel so satisfied and sooo happy man!! ok first up!! BADMINTON!! oh man, i'm juz so in love wif tt sport now and although i'm still veh veh lousy and using a lousy and cheap racket..it felt so good lar to play doubles etc!! haha so went to play for 3 hours from 10am wif cheekiong and weeboon hu juz passed out from bmt along wif 2 of weeboon's fren!! and i had a real pleasant surprise when i saw one of his frens, weijie, hu is mi long lost pri sch classmate!! haha great to see him again!!

After tt we went for lunch and was going to meet some frens at 3pm to play soccer when surprise surprise!! I saw another group of frens from nj hu were going to play soccer too at 2+..so we went to detong's hse which was juz beside west mall and near the street soccer court..Bunny wanted to go to the gym so juz accompanied him and did some weights...quite shiok lar...but unfit lar..

Soon, it was 3+ and we went down to the soccer court. Wow man!! for the first time in like 2 years+, all mi old soccer khakis like shiyuan, weikiong etc were all there!! And it felt relly relly great to see them again and play soccer together wif them...ok lemme explain the meaning of KHAKIS..they're the guys tt basically accompanied mi daily after sch for bout 4 hours, going to the soccer court behind rv...those were the years...

can still recall the petty fights we used to have between mi class 2g and 2h...well...coz tt sickening james is veh veh irritating. always taunting pple...now tt i knoe him..actually when i see him do those taunting thingy..i find it quite farni...haha Those were the years man!! 4 hours after sch!! Man, i always skip mi 3rd language classes because of playing soccer lar!! tt's the state of mi addiction. Everday after sch without fear for 4 YEARS!

And guess wad!! i was the top scorer todae lar!! Horror of horrors!! haha coz i used to play as a defender and keeper during mi rv days...but now can play almost any position...hai..i'm gd man..

So after tt boon cheng and seng kiat msged mi to ask mi out for dinner which i reluctantly obliged when i saw the term ' Billy Bombers'. Super ex..and super large portion...but well, decided to go in the end and i din regret it except for the $16 floating away from mi grasp..we decided to eat at fish and co and of course i ordered the cheapest on the menu which happens to be fish and chips...it's relly not bad and i almost cannot finish...it's the Sportsman syndrome...play too much until too tired and so no appetite..talked quite alot and heehee was satisfied tt i managed to get the maximum service tt i'm paying for the 10% service charge...wahaha

Ok...Todae was relly relly great!!

todae got our a lvl results...hai...but before tt, i must tell u guys bout mi horrible nite!!

So many nightmares in 1 nite man!!

First nightmare: i dreamt tt i had a baby man and i had to give it away because i was in the army and mi enemies were trying ways and means to try to kidnap and kill mi baby lar!! so i was in the lrt, trying to find pple to give the baby away to then the scene changed to sch...i received mi a lvl results...and i got AAAC..C for chemistry and i was so shocked...because i needed better grades for chem in order to get into dentistry..and suddenly, i was alone and all mi frens disappeared..was quite depressing and i woke up in cold sweat at 6am...

2nd nightmare: received results again and this time i got AABC and again!! nightmare because i got a C for chem again!! argh...dun understand y i kept getting C for chem since it was the subject tt i studied the most and was most confident...this time i woke up at 10+ and was feeling rather jittery man...

So the moment was to arrive in sch at 2.30pm...was so afraid and was relly hoping for good grades man...and when i received mi paper first, was rather disappointed when i saw BABA..haha like ali baba..coz well, i guess i expected something like AAAB..but well, i still gotta Thank God man for these results...

Well, it's not tt AABB is lousy results but it'd not give mi an advantage to apply for dentistry in the nus, which btw, only accepts 34 students per cohort...so well, u can expect everyone's grades to be like 4A's while mine is like AABB...so pple, if i still get into dentistry..u'll knoe tt it's God's GRACE!! coz wif such lousy results...it's relly relly hard man...So it's be a relly relly big miracle...haha stay tuned!

hai..finally mi A lvl results are gonna be released tml..And finally, the fear of getting back mi results has increased by a bit more..haha was in sch wfi zixu for badminton yesterday and we were having our lunch when mr lee spotted us and we talked for awhile. I guess tt conversation relly left mi teeth numb. ( for those hu do not knoe, mi teeth will only become numb when i'm extremely scared. )

But i tynk i'm better todae after i spent the whole nite sleeping..Heh heh i'm juz glad tt the fear only started to relly set in 2 days b4 the release of the results...I relly tynk tt it's God who has caused the delayed onset of fear because now tt mi faith has strengthened..i relly learn to juz trust in Him and believe in Him, not for excellent A level results, but rather, to have a glorious plan for mi life.

It's not the results tt matter sometimes i guess, but the future, the calling i have from Him. Well, for those who are afraid of your results..if u wanna try, u can pray for God to come into your heart and calm u down. It's relly super effective. Moreover, thank Him for the plan tt He has for you and pray that he'll use u mightily whatever the outcome...haha

Amen!