eh...tynk i'm a real picky person man..when it comes to food, so fussy...once again...coz of this i miss out on all the 'good' food todae man for the potluck party...'good' coz it's food tt's supposed to be good but because of mi pickiness, they're not such good food afterall...haha
Din eat much...i din eat the sausage, coz it was not taiwanese sausage or chinese wax sausage...i din eat the spagetti coz there is hotdog is the gravy and i relly feel like vomitting whenever i smell the stench of a hotdog..and the fried rice todae..i must even remove and put aside the few pieces of mushrooms available...hai..in the end, became so hungry and now eating porriage at home for supper...
Btw, i tynk porriage is real good, especially those watery porriage, coz i fouhnd out tt i urine alot alot after finishing a bowl of porriage..relly helps..can eat and drink at the same time. Hopefully complexion will improve coz i relly dun drink much water..heehee..kk..gotta go to the toilet now...

hmmm...gonna write abit about mi performance in the a levels this year in mi blog so those tt dun wanna read, pls dun read kk? I dun wanna offend anyone by wad i wanna say...

So far, i tynk tt the a levels have been great and now tt 3 papers have passed, i feel confident of getting 3As or at least 2As and 1B..spotted correctly for the drq and case study question for econs todae but was too lazy to study yesterday...hopefully mi econs can miracurously pull thru and get mi the A man...spotted correctly for the drq and case study question bt was too lazy to study yesterday...well..actually, i'm quite in a good mood these few days and i juz wanna tell the whole world about how i feel but well, everyone around mi looked so depressed throughout the exams and saying screw up lar screw up already...so many pple tt i can't believe it...but well..i also screwed up mi phy mcq! haha=) got 7 mistakes which is a whopping 14 marks loss but well, it's over, no point fretting over it..but wth! alot of mi sa frens all like 3-4 wrong only! argh! must work damn much harder for paper 3!!

I hope pple dun feel tt i am arrogant or too proud or wad, i mean u all can laugh at mi if i dun get the results i want but the point of writing this entry is not to pour cold water down pple's back...it's mi blog and i juz wanna express miself..hopefully, i will be able to do well for the largest component of the physics paper which is a stunning 110 marks man...after tt...juz another 16 mark design prac and all is over man! haha i started well, hope i will end well too and ultimately...i juz wanna feel happy. Maybe i am overly optimistic about mi results but well, as long as i'm happy.

Had a farni dream 2 nights ago, where i actually dreamt tt i was playing mahjong wif some of mi classmates and suddenly, there was a class gathering and we were preparing for bbq and then like teleported to a new building and we're juz touring around when we were all separated. So spent lotsa time gathering everyone and we were like walking in 2s...then i saw janie arouund somewhere and rushed to take pictures wif her...tt's when i realised tt i haven't taken any pictures wif mi class and then i almost cannot find them and was like on verge to tears...i realised how much i actually missed mi class..coz i actually cried in mi sleep again, woke up wif mi pillow wet...well..hope tt we'll have many many many many class gatherings...

hai...finished a few more papers and juz receive mr tan, mi physics tutors sms telling us tt some pple in class did well for phy mcq while some only got 50% and shit..i'm one of those near 50% coz juz now i went to check mi phy paper and found out tt i got 7 mistakes already...bad..but well, it's over lar...

Juz watched the results for singapore idol and well, olinda is out this time..Taufik is mi idol man! haha damn good, damn suave n relly veh nice voice.. his first song ain't no sunshine relly blew mi away man..i relly enjoyed his performance..hope he wins in the grand finals...for oli..though she's not mi idol, but she's one of mi favs too...i like her big powerful voice and her strength..and i relly respect her alot. Esp. todae, when it was announced tt she was out and her fans are all crying...and she told them,' don't cry..i'm already trying mi best to control mi own tears.' i mean...it's veh touching..and it caused mi to shed a few tears..

Besides, b4 results was announced, gurmit asked florence, one of the judges, to tell everyone about her gut feeling of hus gonna be out. And florence cried too and told everyone tt she can't choose. Following the series of singapore idol shows every week, i seem to have developed an affinity wif each of the contestants and it's relly damn sad tt in reality, one by one, they haf to leave. Can see tt indeed the idols have became good frens and everyone in the show including the judges, are juz like one big family...hai...

hai...dunnoe wad's wrong wif mi..mi whole body is full of problems! woke up feeling quite sick on feeling weak everywhere and worse still...i got a sickening lump on mi right butt cheek tt relly hurt so much until i can't sit down at all man..it's so angonising to do a simple thing like sit down, crouch down etc when mi butt is sooooo pain lar! argh!

Then todae had to sit for the maths exam...so bo bian..go sch and requested for a special chair frrom the chief examination officer...haha luckily they were quite accomodating and they allowed mi to sit on those chairs from the science labs that are totally flat...haha guess y i needed flat chairs? Correct! haha coz i can only rest on mi left butt cheek so i need sth flat..if it were those normal chairs and i sit half of it...it'll sorta hurt in the middle...argh..

So i took the cushion from mi father's car and went everywhere sitting on the cushion and on even sits throughout the day man..now mi back is abit aching for straining it too much..and mi left leg is numb from resting too much on mi right side...so i went to visit the doctor again...the one hu treated mi for mi infected hair follicles at the neck..

And guess wad? he injected mi again...this time on mi right hip!! argh..according to him...the infection is...u guessed it, infected hair follicles again...i dun understand how come i got so many follicles on mi body man..haha he even said tt i had to go back to haf a small operation coz he said the one at the butt is more complicated...hai...

This time i will go back and see him after i finish mi antibiotics man..cannot slack liao...oh yar..and 1 more thing..he asked mi if i have a fever and i told him tt i got slight fever..then he asked mi whether i went for the ns medical and if they tested mi for diabetes...then i said tt if they did test then it's not positive coz they would haf informed mi then he started asking if anyone in mi family have diabetes...then i said no..

scary...i've decided to go for another checkup after mi exams...coz if i have diabetes, i'd want to knoe it earlier so tt i can adjust mi lifestyle to suit mi sickness...haha *cross fingers and pray* hope i wun haf diabetes man...

haha..quite bad these few days! can't study, can't sleep and having real wierd dreams at night...as in the dreams are actually a nightmare..

Have been playing tonnes of games these few days averaging bout 5 hours plus each time and whenever i am at home...i can't resist but to on mi computer and the day juz ends there..hai...gotta find a place to study outside..tried to go to sch, but ended up sleeping most of the time..damn i miss zx and binh man..
now got no one to keep mi awake!! argh!

Been sleeping at like 2-3+ every night and trying to wake up at 8 to study...reached sch by 9 but end up sleeping there...haha crap...and 3 nights ago..i actually dreamt tt kerry won the american presidency...and it was a total nightmare...coz i sorta worked for bush and was like asking pple to vote for him..bush won based on no. of pple voting for him and i'm elated lar...after i support bush...and then..after celebration...it was declared tt kerry won based on the electoral college system and i relly juz felt so sad and devastated and bush too..he was like crying and consoling everyone..then i remembered tt i wanted to take out mi digicam to take a pic wif him..then woke up liao...hai...

see? nightmares like this..how to sleep well?!

yes! a few more papers down and 16 more days to go before the end! argh!! must persevere! shit i tynk wad zixu said was true, we started studying abit too early and although we have not finished studying or wad..but the tendency to start playing games started again and boyboy damn hooked on cm again man!! must form the best team!

Did mi mbti a few days ago and to mi horror of horrors!! mi personality type haf evolved again!! from entp bout 2 years ago, to enfp last year...and finally to enfj this year!!! argh!! wad's going on!! J is the term for hardworking and organisation but anyone hu knoes mi will knoe tt i fall short of tt man! and as expected, i'm only 1% J! haha damn damn farni...so i'm like slightly more J than P now..haha wierd..

Juz heard on the news tt arafat passed away...hmm..of course not confirmed but i'm quite looking forward to the post arafat days...hope the new palestinian govt is able to work together wif israel to solve their conflict and of course contribute to a safer world! haha

back to CM-ing!

hahaha...juz saw something damn farni from mi fren's blog!!

"if we mug with passion.. they will mark with compassion!"

hahahaha the idea is juz so farni lar..hahaha dunnoe y also..mayb it's juz mi warped sense of humor..had gp yesterday and it's rather fine..better than prelims..when i was juz writing crap...was juz tynking todae..is getting 4As a neccessity or issit a luxury? hmmm...