I haven't posted an entry for 2 weeks already!! In a way, i'm like zixu, penning down the memories and thoughts tt i have in a diary but i dun tynk i'll be able to type all of them out since mi entry is based on a daily basis. Moreover, each entry is incredibly long and i'm lazy to type out everything. Why a diary now? I realised that blogging once a week is not feasible coz i'll easily forget the things i did(sometimes) and the things i think about or muse like wad zixu said. In order to prevent tt i've got miself a diary!! It's not relly private as in pple closer to mi can ask from mi to read it.
Anywae, i'll juz tok about yesterday, when we completed our exercise dump-in. I juz felt that it was kinda dumb to lose to many items lar...We were dumb lar. We almost lost a saw gas regulator and a magazine and an et blade and stick...and we lost a HELMET when we unboard the bus back at ocs. I mean much as i dun wanna criticise the fella because he has been given enough punishment, i can't help it but find it extremely 'amusing' and extremely 'disturbed' that the helmet was not brought down the bus! I mean it's like our own personal responsibility. But then again, each of us have out own flaws and criticise as i like, when i'm tt shag from almost 40 hours of no sleep, i juz can't help feeling ranting...
Especially when the intructors were feeling itchy and punished us for those mistakes we made. I felt the helmet thing was the final straw after this disastrous exercise and it serve as a catalyst for the intructors' wrath...we did so many alternate leg thrusts after some pushups and crunches that at the end of it i can't relly feel mi legs anymore. It was first 50 counts of 4 of alternate leg thrusts but at 30 counts lieutanent fadhil said we did like shit and gave us another 50 counts of 4...so we did 80 counts of 4...u pple shld try it man...crazy feeling. Normally we wun feel tt tired, but hello...At the end of the week, where we had 10km et run, 10km fast march and 40 hours of no sleep, how can we not feel tired man...
But relly, the onus is on us to prove the intructors wrong. Mi take is that our instructors have been soooooooooo fair and good to us thus far. Giving us welfare, helping us understand, and wad we return is certainly not good enough i feel. We always want to better our standards, but somehow always face some farni adversities like this losing of equipment, and then the instrctors will be disappointed again. Well i dunnoe wad to say anymore...
This bookout is extremely short, because i only have about 5 more hours at home...before booking in because i have an exercise tomolo...exercise hunter it's called. It's a close terrain navigation exercise and i hope we wun cock up like today anymore...haha
Anywae, i'll juz tok about yesterday, when we completed our exercise dump-in. I juz felt that it was kinda dumb to lose to many items lar...We were dumb lar. We almost lost a saw gas regulator and a magazine and an et blade and stick...and we lost a HELMET when we unboard the bus back at ocs. I mean much as i dun wanna criticise the fella because he has been given enough punishment, i can't help it but find it extremely 'amusing' and extremely 'disturbed' that the helmet was not brought down the bus! I mean it's like our own personal responsibility. But then again, each of us have out own flaws and criticise as i like, when i'm tt shag from almost 40 hours of no sleep, i juz can't help feeling ranting...
Especially when the intructors were feeling itchy and punished us for those mistakes we made. I felt the helmet thing was the final straw after this disastrous exercise and it serve as a catalyst for the intructors' wrath...we did so many alternate leg thrusts after some pushups and crunches that at the end of it i can't relly feel mi legs anymore. It was first 50 counts of 4 of alternate leg thrusts but at 30 counts lieutanent fadhil said we did like shit and gave us another 50 counts of 4...so we did 80 counts of 4...u pple shld try it man...crazy feeling. Normally we wun feel tt tired, but hello...At the end of the week, where we had 10km et run, 10km fast march and 40 hours of no sleep, how can we not feel tired man...
But relly, the onus is on us to prove the intructors wrong. Mi take is that our instructors have been soooooooooo fair and good to us thus far. Giving us welfare, helping us understand, and wad we return is certainly not good enough i feel. We always want to better our standards, but somehow always face some farni adversities like this losing of equipment, and then the instrctors will be disappointed again. Well i dunnoe wad to say anymore...
This bookout is extremely short, because i only have about 5 more hours at home...before booking in because i have an exercise tomolo...exercise hunter it's called. It's a close terrain navigation exercise and i hope we wun cock up like today anymore...haha
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