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Saturday, October 29, 2005

As i said, i'll be updating mi blog..and gosh, 3 weeks have flown by and i actually have not touched this blog for 3 whole weeks. How fast time flies. Many things have happened in the last few weeks but i shall touch on the main event tt happened this week. On wednesday, we took a helicopter from lam kiong, somewhere in jurong near tuas 2nd link, to yishun!! The entire duration of the flight was about 10min and we flew along the perimeters of singapore, such that we can actually see malaysia and yet still be in singapore's territory..The view was magnificent and breathtaking..i guess it's one of the things in life that pple seldom get to experience especially the gers...haha

Actually i have many things to say, but i juz dunnoe how to express miself. I feel quite disappointed wif miself in a few ways. The things i did, the things i said, as well as the mistakes i made. Of course i'm also upset by the way some things turned out for mi family and well, i juz hope i could turn back time. And i tynk this time i'm hurt quite deeply by all these factors. For the past 3 weeks, i've been unable to sleep well at night. My buddy has caught mi sleep talking. And i realised tt i grind mi teeth alot because every morning mi mouth hurts like hell. I know all these is no excuse but it has really made mi more short tempered and easily angered. The problem with mi is that i'm unable to seek closure for the mistakes i made. I'm unable to forgive miself and everytime i get reminded of all these mistakes, i'll reprimand miself again and again such that i'm torturing mi heart and mi soul.

I hope i relly could change the way things were.

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