when will i ever wake up...anywae..juz came back from sch after a long day of studying todaea and of course talking to zixu for bout 1hr plus...sitting at the foot of the overhead bridge outside our sch...juz talking...relly enjoyed it...although sitting in tt dirty place...and well...the night relly calms mi..soothes mi and of course makes mi feel better...all mi woes i pour onto him...all the negative thoughts tt i had during the day i shared wif him, juz felt so natural...juz felt wad it is like to have a close guy fren..haha

Many things relly...have been troubling mi..and well i can't solve so many of these problems..many pple are right, some things in life are juz beyond our control and it will not be rainbows all the time. I shan't complain, blame it on mi own over-sensitivity and mi cowardly bahavior. Seriously, i shld learn how to blame miself for some things sometimes. Y do i feel so jealous?

I dunnoe wad else to add. Y do i get a strange stranger-like feeling? why..oh why..