talked to zixu until early sun morning at 4am!! haha crazy...but nice conversation...1 of the best i had with him so far!

yeapyeap! still having the euphoria of the saturday night's concert even as i woke up on sun morning...or rather afternoon...to mi cell group leader's phone call reminding mi to meet them an a few mins...which was supposed to be after sermon...but guess wad i was still in bed...so i rushed to the 3rd service at 12pm...and promptly reached at about 12.45pm..then i heard the sermon...relly felt veh guilty about some stuff...and well b4 service ended..senior pastor told a real story...a miracle...and after tt i began to cry quite terribly and uncontrollably..luckily i went late and sat individually at the back...cried throught the prayer and worship session which was about 10min...it's not sobbing man..it's relly crying...mucus and all...the worst time i've ever cried in mi life...God relly touched mi at tt point of time man...can feel his presence so close to mi...

After service immediately went to clean off all the mucus and tears and everything...haha then go prepare for bbq at eric's house...it's a cell group bbq lar...where we invited our other half of another cell group which we multiplied from...glad to see those guys again...

b4 bbq, i went swimming at eric's condo...but din bring trunks, so i borrowed a pants frrom mi fren...and went into the pool...wif tt pants...sans underwear...haha...hope nobody saw anything..heh and the bbq was relly great...i helped to break the joints of the chicken...so tt can skew them properly, easier to cook too...great man...

And mi fren came back from the mission field recently in central asia...and he's veh inspiring...the stories and experiences he share...hope tt i will get to go to the mission field in future...

things have been wierd these few days...or issit juz mi...can't understand miself sometimes...i juz affect miself...and tynk too much nonsense...and also can't believe tt i'm so cowardly now..where's all mi guts? anywae..have been visiting a really nice website..heh heh..dunnoe if shld share wif u guys...only if u guys beg mi!! wahaha

anywae yue yiao or aka ah yiao's words of wisdom:

the stormiest weather produces the most beautiful rainbows..
 
can stormiest weather produce the most beautiful rainbows?? i suppose tt there must be the sun rays, the ray of hope...now it's relly too stormy..can't see any clouds...coz only when the rays shine thru the numerous droplets will there be the rainbow bursting high up into the sky...haha
 
juz some stray thoughts, hope no one go and read between the lines coz there's nothing! haha