I guess in life, we all make mistakes. Recently i made a mistake, i admitted it in mi heart, but i couldn't admit it wif mi mouth, i dun haf the guts and the courage to tell others tt i'm in the wrong. Tynk i'm a coward but well, it's over. mayb one day i'll have the guts to apologise..

Juz finished the d'euqilco chalet, which comprises of the clique of us from co..hmmm, it was quite nice to laze around and do nothing at all i feel, mostly mahjong, lying around, poking fun at each other, walking around aimlessly etc...guess i took this chalet as a retreat, where i juz take time to be away from the world, away from mi computer and away from most crowds..kinda enjoyed tt relaxing feeling.

Was in one of mi more observant moods throughout the chalet and i juz wanna say tt everyone in the clique is unique and tt no one can be replaced by another..and i guess, the thing missing from this chalet are the pple hu cannot make it and well, their personality and character was sorely missed by all..Where there are gatherings, there will tend to be conflicts and sometimes i relly do feel veh uncomfortable. Can sense it based on pple's response and the way they behave and act, u can relly tell whether they're hostile..happens because of the missing personalities..oh well..nv tynk i dun make much sense coz i'm not apecific and i'm not going to anywae.

Made many more observations tt i wun say it but well, i enjoyed making mi observations..and i realised some things bout mi frenship wif pple too, guess i put too much pressure and i relly expect too much from these pple. I guess i relly shld learn to let go of them..because it relly defeats the original purpose which is for them to be happy..By not letting go, i'm actually worsening the relationships and causing unhappiness and awkwardness. It's over anywae...