hmmm...this week has been quite bad for mi starting off wif phy prac, i tynk i screwed up on the oscillations question..and then the disastrous chem prac tt i totally read the design prac question wrongly. They said to plan an experiment by WEIGHING and i had to go use the dumb volume method...hope they're benevolent man...

Anywae, after chem prac mi zx and binh stayed back to play badminton and i chose a racket tt is super and nice..coz i was the first to choose..but subsequently accidentally got switched wif jackson, a guy from s09, for a lousier racket which was out of shape...well..i tot it's ok so juz played lar. mi and zx played doubles against binh and jackson..and for some reason, i got a dumb bruise on mi palm after a few strokes and this meant tt i can't use strength coz it'd hurt..

So i was quite frustrated, and the fact and mi and zixu consecutively lost 2-3 rounds when we aren't tt lousy made mi even angrier...and the racket played a part..coz i can't hit mi drop shots properly wif tt out of shape racket..and finally after losing the last round 15-5, i juz lost mi cool and juz flung mi racket across the court and starting acting like a spoilt brat hu was spewing vulgarities and wanted mi good ol' racket back...i guess i juz ruined the atmosphere and the fun of the game...

Was feeling quite bad after i came out of mi bratty mode and was like wondering wad's wrong wif mi lar..i realised tt i'm a veh competitive person hu wants to win at games tt i feel tt i'm good at. And i juz realised it yesterday, when zixu suggested tt we play badminton on the track without the net and wif wind conditions...i guess, mi definition of fun is different from most pple. Fun, is when i get to enjoy a game tt is played properly. Somehow, it did not seem proper to play in a windy area without a net...Of course there're exceptions...

It's like soccer, i dun relly enjoy it when there is no team to play against, and no goal to shoot against. I'm not contented wif juz passing the ball around, because tt's not the fulfilment of the game of soccer, which is to play as a team, defend and score. Back to badminton, to mi the objectives is to try to hit shots tt the opponent cannot reach and of course the net is needed..every session of game tt i play..i feel tt i need to improve and i need to learn something from tt game..if the game is not played properly, wif no competition at all, there'll simply be no motivation and it'll be a lousy game wif everyone wasting their time..picking up the shuttles more than playing it..hmmm..i guess tt's juz mi mentality. mi winning mentality.

and yar...juz got this from yongxin's blog...
http://geocities.com/chanelnewsasia/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/112250/1/529944.html
it's a horrible prank to play on jerry ong...i mean, although i do not support him and stuff, but jokin about someone's death is extremely immatured and disrespectful. It's not as if jerry committed the worst murder on earth, or is planning some terrorist attacks, but he's juz a good lad tt joined singapore idol and obviously he enjoys singing.

Juz give him a break now tt he's already out of the competition and let him have a normal life. This pple gotta search their conscience man...anywae..yar..i salute jerry! strong guy, always smiling, helpful and of course..tt's y many pple, namely his frens continued to vote for him despite his lesser talent in singing than his other peers...