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Saturday, December 11, 2004

eunike has gone back to indonesia...
xinru has gone to m'sia for holiday...
binh ly has gone back to vietnam and binh will only back in march while ly will try her best to come back...so she might not be back afterall...
cheekeong has been enlisted into the army...
zixu is going to Outward Bound Korea on sun...
i can't believe it...a class of 2 years..is finally splitting...the overwhelming sense of sadness is juz overcoming mi and i can't help tearing...

Prom night was over..took alot of pictures and tt about summed up the last formal gathering of the year for our class...and relly juz took alot of pictures wif mi dear frens and classmates...but I tynk wad happened todae, which is 2 days after prom is even sadder..

Juz sent binh and ly off in the morning...hmmm..they are our 2 vietnamese frens in class...and it’s relly been a great pleasure knowing both of them..esp binh hu is mi dear dear fren…knew her from pw and it’s been a fantastic 2 years wif her. Juz mentally running thru all the memories of pw, of the time mi and binh spent together talking..and relly..the time spent wif her is relly veh memorable..imagine mi sitting beside binh for most of mi lessons in class and even gp!! Took lunch together everyday etc…it’s juz a once in a lifetime chance and it’s a pity tt it has all ended..the special time we had together seeing each other for more than 6 hours a day will always remain in mi heart… the thought tt the whole class is already splitting was juz too much for mi to take I guess…this 2 years in njc..is without a doubt..the best 2 years in mi life…

Mi zixu jasmine xu cen went to send the both of them off tt day and it was quite fun..taking lotsa photos in so many different poses and also took lotsa farni pictures..haha I particularly liked the one which I took wif ly when I was strangling her!! Haha yar..we were late to the airport and tot that we had no time for pictures etc but we were so lucky tt their plane was delayed by an hour!! Great man..but well, time passes veh quickly and after snapping and snapping and mi close to exhausting all the space in mi memory card, they had to board the plane already and so it was..we escorted both of them to the departure hall and there we juz said our last words and started to hug each other…

It was at this point tt it’s the most emotional coz binh started tearing..zixu also started tearing a bit and relly..it was a veh touching and emotional scene..we each individually hugged binh and we even had a pw group hug..hai..at this moment, I was still feeling quite normal coz I knew tt binh would be back 3 months later and well, she’ll be back!

So after taking more pictures and saying our goodbyes..binh and ly finally went in..at this point..xucen could not help it anymore and started to tear..jasmine was also tearing and they were juz comforting each other…zixu also started to tear even more and finally when we lost sight of binh, we left for the mrt station..

I was still feeling so normal and then we juz plonk on the seat of the mrt at changi station and as usual..mi and zixu sat at a corner each while xucen and jasmine sat together..jasmine whipped out her journal and started writing down the days’ events..while zixu was juz staring blankly..memories running thru in his head and letting the thought tt binh has left sink in..and he juz could not control himself anymore and started to sob..It’s relly sad to see him so sad, but I did not try to console him coz I tynk he needs his space..All the time he spent wif binh, walking home together, talking almost everyday…no more chance ever…And jasmine tried talking to zixu and after listening to zixu tell her how he felt..jas also couldn't help it but tear again...i guess...his friendship wif binh is relly special..

So well, soon we were close to tanah merah interchange and suddenly mi eyes juz blinked so swiftly and I juz had to look away coz it’s so embarrassing to blink away like an idiot and veh soon, I juz cannot control mi tears and they juz welled and came out..luckily I was rather dehydrated and I din shed too many tears but I cried quite badly..it was the worst time I had cried since march when I knew tt I was cut from the team this year…Suddenly the thought tt binh has left juz sank in so deeply in mi..mi emotions are kinda lagged but well..the only thought I had in mi head was binh pronouncing ‘bytz’ ( our computer lab in nj ) as ‘biee’ and I juz cannot stop crying..even when I tot tt I had stopped, I continued sniffing away…

Xu cen was real nice to stand in front of mi..blocking off all the curious stares from the pple in the train..yar u knoe tt she’s so much taller than mi..yea..iand xu cen..if u’re reading this..i relly appreciate ur effort a lot..thx relly…and well..after a few stations..i finally got a hold on miself and managed to stop all the sniffing and tearing..

Even though this took place so early in the morning..i had the sour, crying after-taste in mi mouth for the whole day..even now as I’m typing mi entry and it’s kinda super uncomfortable because even as I’m typing this entry, the tears that haf built up in mi eyes are about to burst out and mi mouth juz gets drier and drier while I can feel mi mucus ready to flow out…

Relly looking forward to ur return…


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