How nice issit to stay at home for this 12 days man..now i knoe how zixu felt when he had his finger almost amputated and had to stay home for 21 days..haha the feeling of liberty, of freedom is all but about to leave mi!! can't believe it but gonna accept it and go back to the regimental training on monday. I got posted to sispec which stands for School of Infantry SPECialists...there, i'm gonna train to be an infantry commander. Tt's wad the website said lar...

So anywae, issit better to follow ur heart? or to follow ur head? In other words, making decisions based on feelings, or based on thoughts? I let mi feelings control mi too much sometimes which explains mi moods sometimes or mi temper. And was juz introspecting on some things i did recently. Like encouraging mi fren to display her unhappiness at something because i believe tt there's no need to conceal ur anger. Well, i tynk tt at times, it's relly better to juz control and let the matter calm down and slowly resolve it together. I was sorta hit by this realisation this morning coz the incident was strangely similar to one tt i've experienced before and which caused periods of unhappiness for both mi and the other party. In other words, a lose-lose situation. And i certainly dun want mi fren to go thru all tt pain..

And sadly to say, the incident tt happened tt time still haunts mi every now and then. It shows mi how fragile frenship relly is. It takes alot of understanding for frens to remain good frens for long. Of course another incident occured recently also. There used to be 2 good frens and after i came into the picture that day, one of them has begun harbouring bad feelings about the other for like ignoring her? Well, though i might say alot of things like dun care bout her lar etcetc...actually i dun wanna see them in that state. It pains mi to see frenships destroyed. I'm not trying to act the nice guy here or wad but both of them have been quite affected by it apparently..and well, i feel bad lar..indirectly caused them to have bad blood between them.

ok well, enough of unpleasant memories. Nothing i can do now to erase them. All i can do is well, start being more conscious of mi feelings and maybe use mi big brains more..haha

Had a fun outing to royston's house todae. Was late as usual but well enjoyed miself there juz looking at them and yar i guess i missed the company of these crazy pple man..haha we played mahjong and alot of card games talk and have fun and of course they celebrated the genius' birthday along wif the pig limin's bdae..well although it's an offense to celebrate mi bdae wif tt pig..but i guess i became kind hearted and relented..letting that pig limin to sit on the same sofa as mi..haha took lotsa pictures there and had farni poses like mi murdering limin wif tt plastic knife and of course she murdering mi lar..well as usual thx to mi fantastic face, the pics all turned up superb. haha

Had to leave early to meet mi class for our bbq! Haha it was a place for jianhong to test his culinary skills but i guess it was quite difficult trying to get anything done on tt bbq pit wif tt miserly quantity of thermal energy..We waited for like 30min or so for the chickens to be cooked. But i tynk they tasted quite nice wif the bacon and cheese and all that though i did not touch the bacon..not ur fault jh!! it's juz mi hus choosey..And we had some special pear wif blueberry thing and was quite farni lar all the comments...haha guess jianhong is quite perfectionistic too..haha the farniest part came when weeboon tasted the pear and commented that the potatoes tasted very nice...i guess tt must have caused jh's morale to hit the ground man! haha but nevertheless it was nice lar..juz not the outcome he wanted..it's the miserly bbq pit lar trust mi..

So another eventful day for mi. Tml's mi last day...wad shall i do......and it's father's day too...